i knew tonight wasn’t gonna happen. and i know you’re not gonna call. why do i keep trying. its hard to believe you care when shit like this happens.
requested by tomlinsore
I don’t know why i hold you in such high regard in my mind. you are literally the shittiest person. whenever i start having feelings for you i just need to keep remembering that you raped me twice and i did nothing about it. i always felt pressure to have sex with you
i need to find guy like duke. i never once have felt pressured to have sex with him and he is always so giving and kind and respects what i want.
you treated me and continue to treat me like shit and idk why i put up with it before but i am sure as hell not gonna be putting up with it anymore. i honestly deserve someone so much better than you. someone who actually wants me in their life and can make time for me more than when they just need me around cuz they’re lonely or want a nice warm spot to stick their dick. fuck you brian fuck you. you are dead to me.
fuck you and what you’ve done to me. just fuck you. you fucked me over so bad this past semester i can’t wait till you’re gone and out of my life forever. fuck you.
i keeping bringing toxic people into my life. or maybe not even that. they just keep showing up in my life. and they start out so good. brian was like a prince charming, he was amazing to me. i was fooled by his age.
but now i can’t get him out of my life. well i could. but he could never get out of my mind. idk why i can’t let him go.
hes so awful to me. and he’s an awful person. but something just keeps be coming back to him.
he raped me twice. TWICE.
i spend my time waiting on him. but he only needs me in his life when its convenient for him.
i can do better for myself.
at least ill only know him for 3 more weeks. then he’s gone for good.
old habits die hard
I need to get away and be alone
The last thing I want after an 11 hour day at work is to get into a argument
Sorry if I’m tired af
Going through every single possible emotion like every 10 seconds
I’m going fucking insane
And now bad anxiety is setting in
Awesome
Fucking awesome